A Little Bit
by MYMP I was kinda hesitant to tell you Should I let you know I was never really like this before Need I say more
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I Don't Know
Throughout the moment together, I realized I'm still not over him. It was like the room became so small that he was the only view I've got. How could there be such a feeling? I thought refraining from hanging around with him (which we used to do, with me not having this feeling towards him yet) would help me get over it. But I guess everything that I thought has already left me went back to its original job--to make me feel the strangest thing I've ever felt... again. I felt like so kilig most of the time. I really hope he didn't notice. You know what's hard? That, for the first time, I saw him drink. I don't like to see my friends drink or get drunk. How much more with him? The feeling suck. You know what's even harder? He asked for my permission to smoke. I told him not to. He insisted, he stood his way but I pulled his hand trying to convince him not to. He went back to his seat next to me. But do you know what's the hardest part? He really did in...
"Pwede ko pauban eat?"
I was planning to eat with a classmate after classes but it turned out she didn't have enough money and that she had to meet a friend. After conversing for a little while, we parted ways. I went to another friend and asked her to have dinner together but she also had to go home early for some reason. So I asked another friend but, again, she can't too because she had to do some school stuff. And so, I sat on the bench and thought whom to text with my littlest amount of load to and ask for a dinner together. Finally, I thought of him and asked him through text, "Pwede ko pauban eat?" (I honestly tried to be as natural as I used to ask him before.) I waited for his reply for like five minutes, I guess. I was thinking if he still won't reply, I'll just eat alone nalang. Suddenly, my phone rang. It was him, using a mutual friend's number. When I arrived to the place where he was, I found out it wasn't just the two of them but there were like five more...
