Danication~

How do you disconnect from someone? Do you do it slowly or abruptly? I think this is the part where I need to keep my distance already. Because I'm starting to feel afraid now.

 I've been so down lately, too much emotions, I want to get them off my chest. It has always been a struggle to not being able to talk it out to people because messaging them doesn't feel enough. I want to cry so hard but I still think it's not enough. As much as I want to just shrug this feeling off but it keeps coming back. Lately, I noticed that a lot of my friends are also struggling with their own problems and I don't want to bother them, I don't want to add up to the weight that they carry everyday. Looking back, I used to get over things like this faster than I do now. I thought I was good at forgetting my battles or even my sadness. What has gotten into me?  But no worries, I'll be okay. I just need to express myself at least on this blog.

The first thing that popped in my head when I came across this retweeted photo on Twitter was like, yeah it would be great to date someone who wants to really explore the outer space, so I retweeted it. But after a few minutes, I checked this picture once again. Then I realized it's more than just the outer space, it's the actual "space" that a person uniquely possesses. (I'd like to use "personal space" but it's kind of a different thing to say.) I know from the bottom of my heart—and I insist—that each person has a beautiful soul, and each is uniquely different from one another. Some people don't know what's something special in them. But wouldn't it be nice to have someone who share the same curiosity about exploring each other's space? Whatever, I find it cute, and important, that's all. credits:  @HannahTempler