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 I've been so down lately, too much emotions, I want to get them off my chest. It has always been a struggle to not being able to talk it out to people because messaging them doesn't feel enough. I want to cry so hard but I still think it's not enough. As much as I want to just shrug this feeling off but it keeps coming back. Lately, I noticed that a lot of my friends are also struggling with their own problems and I don't want to bother them, I don't want to add up to the weight that they carry everyday. Looking back, I used to get over things like this faster than I do now. I thought I was good at forgetting my battles or even my sadness. What has gotten into me? 


But no worries, I'll be okay. I just need to express myself at least on this blog.

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