Thoughts lately~

I was listening to some of my favorite Jason Mraz' songs and thought (for the nth time) of really wanting to include a lot of his songs in my wedding ceremony/reception in the future. Well, actually I've always been thinking that I will only tell of all my favorite songs to a man once we're already planning for our wedding. That's how important and special music is for me, as well as letting my future husband know all of it.

Speaking of future husband, right now I've been clearing out my thoughts from thinking about any guy for now. I've had this situation that went on a few months ago and it pained me to an extent that led me to decide not pursuing of anything related to relationships just yet. I wanted to work on my relationship with my God in this season because I should've been intentional about it with the Lord in the first place. Having to prioritize spending time with someone else more than my quiet time with the Lover of my soul is something that I shouldn't be allowing. As much as I desire to get to know whoever the guy will be, I would want to invest more time in getting to know the One who holds my heart.

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