Danication~

Tell me something When you sing and when you laugh Why do I always photograph My heart f lyin way above the clouds? xx

My all-time favorite book~ Read it so you will know why. You can also watch its movie version but I recommend you read the book first because the feels. :')

How would a guy feel when he gets a confession from someone who happens to like him? What if they were best of friends? Will he get offended? Will he look at it as a good thing or a bad thing? Will he take advantage of it? Is it something that can trigger his emotions? Is it necessary? Will it lessen her dignity if she confesses? Does it make any sense? x

Throwback Rodeo sa Musuan 2014 feels. x

Today, I found out something I thought wasn't real. One of my teammates in the org I'm applying to right now is heartbroken. I really thought everything that I've observed the other day was just a mistake. It's sad how time flew that fast. It's like yesterday they were so sweet with his girl during practices, the next thing you know, after seeing them just high-five-ing in front of you, they broke up already. About that "high-five" thing, I saw it yesterday. I was there. Seeing my teammate's reaction upon seeing his ex while he was with his friends was heartbreaking. He was like laughing around with two of my teammates when suddenly his ex appeared in front of him, looking as awkward as unusual, he turned left but the ex went near him and gave him a high-five. Boy or girl, I don't like it when an ex acts like nothing happens while the other one slowly dies inside seeing the ex pretends, especially when the ex is the main reason of the break-u...

You know the feeling every time someone strums the strings of the guitar? It's like every string strummed has a tingling effect in you? And every time you hear an acoustic version of songs it feels like the rhythm slowly runs through your veins to the inner part of you? Yes, I love that feeling.

Well, this thing is kinda viral in Facebook about a month ago. I was a bit interested about posting mine but it's kinda awkward to post it publicly. I call it "modified" because I'm explaining some of the facts. So here it goes. 1. I'm a Christian (I got baptized on September 11, 2011) 2. I'm the youngest in the family, and the papa's girl 3. We're 5D's and a T (My mom's the T) 4. I love the beauty of the celestial body especially at night. You know, the moon, especially when it's full moon, you can really see how it looks like it is carved. The stars, oh the stars, they shine so bright I can't help but stare at them. And the clouds, when they look like they run after another. They are so magical! 5. I love the stars but I don't know how to read constellations. Pardon me. 6. I love to travel. May it be by land or by the sea (I still don't know how it is to fly because I haven't tried travelling aerial, I cri). I ...

Ngano man? Ngano kailangan man mag-ingana? Kanus-a pa? Unsa'y makuha nimo ana? Ngano ni-abot man ka ana? Ngano wala ka nagsaba sauna? Kailangan pa lugar ana para ma-happy ka? Wala na lugar lain pamaagi para ma-happy ka? I was really curious. I don't know how to say what I really wanted to say at the moment. That moment which I waited for so long, to ask you what was happening to you while I was trying to be busy, to not be able to think about you like I used to since the day I realized I was into you. I was curious. I hate how curiosity creeps me in from time to time. But I'm thankful for it because if it wasn't with me that moment, what else do I get my guts from? Getting information about you from friends isn't enough, so I knew I really had to talk it out to you. That was why I can't help myself but cry in front of you. I don't know how you felt when I asked you these questions but I hope you get me. I hope you understand how much I care for you ...

Earlier this morning, as I was preparing for my own food, I had a convo with Papa. Me: Pa, kung maka-uyab ko'g dili Christian, ma-unsa ka? Papa: Dal-on nimo sa church. Me: What if ga-inom siya? Papa: Ikaw. Huna-hunaon gyud na nimo'g tarong. Kay imong mama palainom man na sya sauna, plus palainom pagyud ko. Bad kayo na combination. Dapat putlon na ninyo na sa inyong generation. As I left for school.. Me: Bye, pa! *kissed his cheek* Papa: Ako pud bi, kiss ko. Really a convo to ponder. After this conversation that I had with Papa, I realized his gesture was at all unusual. I think he felt my little curiosity about having a relationship. Well, I really was. And that was one of the unusual and unforgettable conversations I had with him. :) x

Ayo, wassup? It's been a long while since I last blogged something about myself. God has been so good to me this year really, and I'm so grateful to Him for that. So, I just want to share the things that have happened to me in the first semester in the school-year 2014-2015. I guess most of you don't have an idea with what course I'm taking up in college right now, well, I'm an Agriculture student and will be majoring Animal Science in my third year. This semester was really a blast to me because I made friends with all of my classmates from two of the classes I belonged to. It was hard for me at first because since I am a shiftee, although this is my second semester in the College of Agriculture, I still had a difficulty in adjusting to this new environment. But, voila!  they were so friendly to me! There's this Manresa Days which  is an annual celebration of the college; a tradition opening Manresa Farm to the public to showcase its products, services, pro...

Remember when we first met? I still do, a bit. It was the very first day of our high school life. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I think you came in our room late. You were wearing a white number 5 shirt. Remember our group? Ako, ikaw, Oxanna, Desiree, Debra, Moneeza. You were the last person who happened to join the group. You were so shy and had a very low-volume voice that every time you introduce yourself to the class in every subject, we got to be silent for us to hear you. I can still remember when you suddenly cried and we asked you why and you just said you missed your classmates in elementary. I forgot the real reason why you cried that time. Haha! When we were in first year, my first impression on you was that you were so dalagang Pilipina yet a chinita. Second impression (when I got to personally know you), "ay, malditahon man diay ni siya." But when the following year came and then the whole high school, actually.. (Bisaya para tagos sa heart) Hilumon? Hi...

When the time comes that I will be ready for love, I mean real love, the love that will last for a lifetime, I hope it would be you. I know I sound like it's so easy for me to say, but, you're the type of person that I could spend my whole day with and just talk about things people don't usually talk about. Yeah. You're that kind of person. I want someone like that in my life. Like you. You have habits that I really don't like and I know that by God's grace, they'll change. I know you will. I want to unlike you today because I know this is not yet the right time to feel this way, but I hope when that "changing" time of yours will come, and I'm ready about stuff like love, and of course in God's perfect timing, I hope it's still you whom I would want to end up spending the rest of my life with.

I have always wondered why I came to a point of realizing that I already like you. You are not like other guys who do things to make a girl feel special (unless if you really like a girl). You don't treat me special. You don't do cute things for me. You don't flirt. You don't send me good morning or good night messages like any other guys who usually get girls' attention. You are not a total gentleman every girl would want to experience being treated with. You are not the most genius guy I've personally known. You are not that tall, which is supposedly one of the things I look for in a guy, the height I mean. You are not physically fit. You are very loud. But actually, I like you because.. You have a sense of humor. You have wider knowledge than I do. You seek for adventure. You made me realize things about me that I have never thought of until you found them out and told me about them. In other words, you helped me define myself by telling me t...

I was applying my sister's new nail polish on my pinky when I suddenly remembered something. I remember when he told me and my friend- also a girl- he was asking why girls have to paint their nails when in fact our nails look better without painting them, because that time, me and my friend were planning to have nail art. One time I painted my nails, I think it was a skin-toned nail polish. When he noticed it.. Him: Chada siya Me: Diba dili man ka ganahan na mag-cutix ang babae? Him: Okay ra man siya, bagay man sad sa imo. I thought he never complimented on anything about me until I remembered this moment. Thanks, though I never realized you were complimenting. You might be asking what's the big deal about it but the thing is, he's not the type of guy who compliments a lot. If he does, he does it in a funny way. That time he was serious and he said it a low voice. Okay. Just sharing 'cause I might forget him giving me a compliment before. x

I was looking at the old photos I took when I was still in my engineering days and I found these. This was supposed to be my plate no.7 (as you can see at the bottom right of this plate) but then I made mistakes so I made it my scratch plate, and eventually, it became a scribble plate. Some of my drawings. I'm sorry, I'm not really good at this but hey, I'm trying. ;) Another one; and more of them but I didn't take photos of each of them.  Some of my classmates saw this and they were amazed, I really don't know why. Well, they scribbled to it too, what's funny is that we're not even friends! Haha! Look! I don't know which one of them is Luke and I don't know who wrote this but this was funny, though. And another one! When our professor saw this, he laughed and was also amazed. My classmates (the ones I was referring to in the previous pictures) told him he should sign and even grade my work. Sillies.  ...

by Anthem Lights *This is for the single people, for us who have to wait for the right person that God set for each us. :)* I don't know your name yet I've never even seen your face I'm looking with my eyes wide open 'Til I find you in the right time and place Hide your love away and wait for me, wait for me I will do the same, wait for me, wait for me T here will come a day when I will finally say Staring in your eyes, I've waited my whole life For this night Every day you've prayed for And I'm dreaming of you every night Where ever you are right now You're already the love of my life Hide your love away and wait for me, wait for me I will do the same, wait for me, wait for me T here will come a day when I will finally say Staring in your eyes, I've waited my whole life For this night I'm holding on for you; my heart belongs to you You're everything that I adore I'm holding on for you; my heart belongs to you ...

by Jack Johnson There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard No song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart Our dreams, and they are made out of real things Like a, shoebox of photographs With sepia-toned loving Love is the answer, At least for most of the questions in my heart Like why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard? It's not always easy and Sometimes life can be deceiving I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together Mmm, it's always better when we're together Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together Well, it's always better when we're together Yeah, it's always better when we're together And all of these moments Just might find their way into my dreams tonight But I know that they'll be gone When the morning light sings And brings new things For tomorrow night you see That they'll be gone too Too many things I have to do But if all ...

"We used to say the words "olive oil" to each other when we couldn't say 'I love you'." - Kim Jones via The Buzz, Jericho Rosales's fiancee I am a huge fan of Jericho Rosales and I am just so happy for them because they're now engaged. I don't know for other fans, but I'm not jelly, I mean they're just so blessed to have each other for surely a lifetime. :) Here's for the exclusive interview of them from The Buzz: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0C6TbRT4Nk#aid=P9o1r9WwzIg x

by Up Dharma Down Di mo lang alam Naiiisip kita Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako Di mo lang alam Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon At ngayon ako'y iyong iniwan Luhaan, sugatan, 'di mapakinabangan Sana'y nagtanong ka lang Kung 'di mo lang alam Sana'y nagtanong ka lang Kung 'di mo lang alam Ako'y iyong nasaktan Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman Hindi mo lang alam Kay tagal na panahon Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa'yo Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya 'Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta Kung ako'y nagkasala patawad na sana Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal 'Di mo lang alam Ako'y iyong nasaktan Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman Puro s'ya na lang Sana'y ako naman 'Di mo lang alam Ika'y minamasdan Sana'y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam 'Di mo lang alam Kahit tayo...

First trial of heart bookmark  Mine craft creeper  Cranes from Lifebox Actually, I also made a T-rex, cat bookmark, and a spinning top but I already gave them to my friends and I forgot to take photos of them. Well, maybe next time, I will. Probably. :) x Credits: http://www.youtube.com/user/jonakashima http://www.youtube.com/user/tavin15

Frozen screenshots When A is true, I is false.  When I is true, A is false.  When A is false, I is true.  When I is false, A is doubtful. Here's an example: Some girls don't judge boys when they cry. Anna didn't judge Kristoff.  Therefore, not all girls are judgmental. So, do not stereotype, okay? :) xx

Three of the many advises and realizations my friend told me. He gave me the brighter view of liking someone. He didn't give me any pressure about it and it was good because he doesn't find liking someone a big deal, he always tells me not to hurry because there's nothing to hurry about. He tells me to open doors for possibilities, although I've been telling him that the thing about me and the one I like won't really happen. But he explained to me so much that I have understood it clearly. Even nicer with this friend is that he's willing to tell me his stories about his courtship experiences just to make me understand how things work. This friend is worth the time to talk to when you feel hopeless.. This friend is a blessing. :)  xx

The last week of January 2014 was a struggle: the week of deliberation of feelings. Feelings which  I consider unfair. Confession Pinky-swear Opinions Advises Questions Answers Music Asrtists One-sided-ness Awkwardness Happiness Doubts Now, what?

I can feel something. Something that is not right. How can I undo this feeling? I just can't. This is hard. Why.

Bangs Roxy coming towards us in the soccer field Marce Paola Roxy Christian Paper boats for Roxy Few of the photos I captured that day, January 25, 2014. Trying :) xx

     Bakit Hindi Ka Crush ng Crush Mo? Trying a little bit of photography and editing.